Oh Brooke, I am so sorry to read about your dear Pep. I also feel as if one of the family has gone. I had got to know her so well and, a character such as Pep, one couldn't fail to love, even from this distance. She is one of the most amazing dogs that I have had the pleasure to know. Some animals are a cut above the rest. I can't explain it but it is like they are on another level, and I always thought Pep was one of those. Despite her illness she was not going to be beaten and she was determined to leave before her time. It is so hard for you, and you are right, they do take a piece of our heart with them. Making this decision, and saying goodbye to save suffering, is the most unselfish thing that we can do, and it is the hardest. At times, I wish we had that option with human loved ones.
It is so tough right now but in time, this pain will ease and the pain will be replaced by the wonderful memories and the pleasure of having a girl like pep in your life. They give so much to us, and they are never forgotten.
My heart goes out to you Brooke. Run free dear Pep. You will always be an incredible girl.
With love
Jo